Big Woman No one ever talks about the transitional feels of becoming a grown ass woman You wake up one day Gratified as fuck Content with being in nothing but your skin Aura colors brighter Natural scent sweeter Pussy tighter Skin darker My water did not turn into wine but my cum certainly is now medicine I now affirm things during climax I doubt myself less and trust my intuition more I understand that I am my number one priority because me at my best self, is the only self I want to give The way you output love changes too My heart feels fuller, and continues to fill I never miss the opportunity to say I love you And when I hear it back, I flutter all day They say that “women are natural nurturers “ I see it now I just want the people around me to be happy but I understand, that is beyond my control So instead I wish them a “great day” and I contribute to that in the ways I know how to I understand more than ever that I am a growing energy made in the image of God herself radiating through this universe touching and being touched with love Sounds like a big fucking woman to me. Poetry /Self portrait by Whitney Frederick Thank you @girlgaze @blackwomenphotographers