in January of this year, my mom, my last parent I had still passed away from cancer. It destroyed me even though i refused to stubbornly admit it. i lose all sense of who i was, the dark hole i was in was so dark, and a few months after i went through something else that further put me in darker place. however, it is now august, four months since being traumtized, 8 months since my mom has been gone. I think this is the first month where i have truly felt that darkness slide away, as i open new chapters of my life. a new job, streaming, and i’ve gotten to know so many people <3. the way i woukdve told you four months ago this wasn’t possible, life sucks, i do believe i was refusing to want to get better until i met them, and they have all stayed by my side, and corrected me in private and supported me so much. Thank you all for being here & especially through every emotion i was bearing. Much love💗 (tagging a few i dont have in the video but love sm) @Xeir.OW @Dreams ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ @ƇRYSTAL·ƘATǃ @☽demi☾ @☽。⋆Mamita✧.* ) @izzy🖤 @spoopsii @⋆ ̊。⋆୨ ely ୧⋆ ̊。⋆ @ItzDragonbro @Taco #overwatch #overwatch2 #gameplay #clips #ow #gaming #suffering #funny #funnymoments #friends #games #pc #pcgaming #iloveyou3000 #dancing #fyp #fypシ゚viral #fypシ゚viral