12/22/22: today will definitely go down as the hardest, most devastating and difficult day of my life. as many of you know, unfortunately today i had to say a final goodbye to my father on earth. i always will remember our talks whether it was about sports, my future career, our future together as a family or even just asking each other how our days were, we definitely had our many ups and downs, but the ups were definitely the best times of my life as he gave me so much confidence and happiness. i always loved the way he can immediately put a smile on my face and make me laugh, he gave me the happiness no one else can or could, he was truthfully my hero. we would talk everyday about my future with lacrosse and our future together as he wanted to fix things and wanted to be reunited. i will always be his number one supporter as he was for me, words can not describe how devastating and heartbreaking this is as he made me the person i am today, everything i do is always for him and now it is more for him then anything. he would always brag about me in how i had the gift of playing lacrosse and having speed that you could not teach. he truly loved me more then anything as i loved him more then anything. he will always have the special place in my heart that no one could ever replace. despite all of this i know he will still be seeing everything i do and every move i make as he will be my guardian angel from above and i could not ask for a better guardian angel. although i wish he was still here with us, he is now at peace and i will always love him more then anything, i will make him proud and do everything he wanted me to do, i will fulfill his dream of me getting a scholarship to college, i will do whatever it takes for him. if there was a way to reverse this i would do absolutely anything to bring him back. he also taught me a lot of life lessons, whether it was becoming a better person or showing respect. i could go on all day on how much i truly loved my dad. as we will all miss you and it breaks my heart to write this, i love you and may your soul rest in peace 4/12/79-12/18/22 💔🕊️