This year has been one of extreme change and challenge for me. I don’t share much about the grief and emotions I’m going through from losing my dad this year .. it’s perhaps because I don’t want to open my already vulnerable self to the world out of fear of being hurt and wanting to protect my heart. I’m also more diligent about who I give my energy to. I received a message the other day from a sister whose also grieving the loss of her dad this year. Asking me how I’m staying so strong and telling me I’m an inspiration to Sikh women. The truth is I wasn’t doing good at all. But Vaheguru continues to shower his blessings & I can truly say that carrying this beautiful child of God that is blessing my family this December has been my saviour. I feel as though it’s also my dad somehow showing his love in this way. I can’t explain it but I feel it. Grief is an expression of love - and anyone whose lost a loved one knows that terrible feeling of fear, anxiety, and emptiness. It’s a process.. and I’m still processing. Wearing @gymshark camo jacket. #grief #motivation #pregnancy #gymshark #gymsharkwomen