HA! ive enjoyed the anticipation of turning 25 so much happy birthday to every version of me, dead and alive travelling to this ‘here’ and that ‘here’ 🫂 for pure documentation purposes I must account that my 24th year was me exclusively experiencing the manic radio inside and it sounded something like this: 👂🏾 denial....primordial conclusion...unconventional conclusion...arrival.... relief...are you free...no....of course not....you are...but your perception is not....look up...look down...look wherever you want!!....be curious...admit what you love loves you....surrender...but laugh while you do it...deny again...you’re taking everything too seriously....tend to your time with softness...thank this bug on this tree in this woodland....and this shell on this shore in this sunrise....defend their honour....embrace the textures....hail the landscape.... are you sure you can....fail...fail again...try...who cares if you don’t make sense....if you lie you can’t learn...get up and light a way....darkness isn’t damage...darkness is sleep...in space.... bleed the honesty....don’t perceive it...be it... NOW....feel what you said you would never feel again....let people hold you...let yourself hold you... let the radio hold you ◌ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ (?)⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ● ive become comfortable with my voice and its fractals ive loved more people than ever before ive learned to ask for so much help ive embraced the practice of undoing and redoing and non doing ive had a word with my impulses and discliplines hahahaha to everyday being a school day 🫀