There was so much peace that both me and Von were feeling here. ✨ He had already been to two hospitals since being flown to Tucson. Both hospital stays were both a considerable amount of time. He was finally getting settled in his new "home". I was living in an RV so I couldn't have brought him with me. And I would have NEVER put him in a large long term care facility. I felt like he would have been easily judged for his condition and thus neglected. 🙏🏼 This was a larger home up on the mountains in Tucson. The scenery was incredible!!! All around the large expensive homes were cacti 🌵, trees, dirt, and wildlife. Once while I was visiting, there was a bobcat!! And another time, there was a pack of javelinas (wild pigs). 🐖 Just being in that environment, you could feel the energy shift. Von went from cold walls and a low vibrational environment to being around nature feeling tranquil. He was the fourth person in the home, thus he was monitored more closely. He was around people who, at first, were warm and inviting. The lights were dim as it was evening time. The colors felt like we were in a sephia lighting. 💡 Our lambs (children) weren't with us. It was just me and him, staring into each others eyes. It felt serene. ♥️ We had our own frequency, me and him together. It was as if a strong electrical current was flowing from my heart to his, and his heart to mine. Knowing that he was defying all odds made me feel confident in my trust in God, and the decisions that I was guided to make for Von. I had been fighting and advocating for him for MONTHS! I trusted that he would heal slowly even though everything pointed to the fact that he wouldn't. 🙏🏼 I was off social media for several months here so I was completely disconnected from the chaos online. I felt so much peace as the love of my life was blinking so romantically at me. His blinks became his love language to me 🫶🏼♥️ It had already been noted by the caregivers that the way he acts and stares at me when I'm around is very different than how he looks and acts when I'm not around. I had to stop what I was doing once I noticed how hard he was staring at me 🥹 I was getting ready to stretch him to help him with his range of motion but the wayyyyy he was looking at meeeeee 🥰♥️🫶🏼 Mmmmmmmmmbaaaaaaaaaaabbbbyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 🥹🥹🥹♥️♥️♥️😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I am grateful I have these memories to look back on. He is no longer suffering, and for that, I am grateful 🙏🏼♥️ For better or for worse, in sickness and in health 💍 #DreMcCray #SlayWithDreMcCray #MarvonMcCray #healingjourney