i haven't always been so good at letting go of things or being pulled from things. i can walk away when i know i have to, but after i do my heart still tends to grip like a vice... it's like the energy of things imprint so deeply on me and that energy that lingers is hard for me to let go of. but as much as i've thrown a fit and fought against the directions and redirections i've been pulled towards at times, i always get to a place eventually where i can see that i wasn't supposed to stay where, or stay who, i was then. and now i would never ever want to go backwards to any of those situations i've left behind or go back to being any girl i used to be. and i try to remember that whenever i'm being pulled or withheld or redirected again... that the universe is always trying to lead me where i'm perfectly supposed to go 🦋⁣ ⁣ ________