As a lot of you may know I’ve been struggling a lot recently... Ever since that stupid letter my mental health deteriorated a lot and yes I’ve put on weight... people laugh at me when I say social media can be a hard job sometimes. But imagine getting called fat everyday. Being told I’m not pretty, being told I’m a whale, told to starve myself, being told that my partner can do better than being with a fat pig. It’s broke me. I lost all motivation and haven’t loved myself for a while now. I know I’m also getting older so I am gonna have a woman’s body but the comments and messages have killed me. However this is a lil post to say I’m slowly but surely getting there and accepting the skin I’m in. Why should I let stupid people behind a screen make me feel that way. I’m so grateful to have all my family and friends who are there for me and remind me I’m beautiful but most of all my beautiful girlfriend and bestfriend who are the best hype girls! Telling me off for covering myself up and constantly reminding me I’m beautiful🖤 I love you both @gracewaites_ and @autumnxjean 🤍 Orange Bay you’ve been amazing today🧡🇪🇬