3:20am 2011.06.18. 11th year to mark today since my 1&only, soulmate, life partner #roberthunsaker crossed rainbow. This photo is our last trip together to Tokyo in 2009. 13yrs later, I finally could land my feet on Tokyo again. Originally planning to go 2020, but c19 hit.. beside that, reason why I couldn’t go back such a long time was my grief/mental issue. My whole “fresh & strongest Tokyo’s memories” was the ones w him for 15yrs amount since I met him, had his stamp so strong, I was not ready to face it at all. I was a bit nervous on this trip for that reason.// I had many nostalgic moments but I did alright. Altho I focused on memories b4 meeting him, didn’t go to the areas we used to stay, I recognized I’m in better place. Grief is weirdo, who knows how it triggers again but for now, I feel I conquered 1 huge hurdle I couldn’t overcome for a long time. //Still recovering from reverse x 2 culture shock & jet lag, being in weird space & hitting his anniversary & looking at this photo gives me another dimensions, make me think of my life w. him in new way. I can’t say I healed, just easier than b4 but great thing is I can celebrate & appreciate “The Fate” that brought us together & the life we built & enjoyed even more so. He always made our life experience so colorful & fun. He was just so special w. 1 of kinds pov about life since he diagnosed CF, almost died at 10. That pov was so right yet we all easily forget, yet he always has it solid that everyday inspired & opened my eyes to “new&better”life just being around him. Sucks this world doesn’t have him around in human form but I also know he’s my guardian angel with my boys, it warms my heart & keeps me going.. // pls hug tight ur life partner for me today.. that make me happy.. #riproberthunsaker