This little lump is Miss Toni in her very favorite place: Under the covers of her very own California King bed right next to me... She has stage 4 kidney disease, hasn’t eaten in several days and it turns out things are not going to get better... So after 3 nights in the hospital (swipe) I brought her home for one last night together. Needless to say, I am petting and kissing her a lot. I am doing my best to face reality, be strong and do the right thing... But the truth is, I am in complete denial.