For my birthday in Los Angeles (technically tomorrow) i have arrived at the one place i desire above all -- the one place i should not have come. For it happens to be the reason I gained 30 lbs during the lockdown. I cannot blame them alone. For every tango takes two; she, one, and I, one. I could have run my tits off (literal). I did not. today i come a new man. For it is Thirty-three's eve. My childe lay babbling in the rented hyundai's cold cave. My life companion, bored-eyed. Todat i am not thirty three. For i am hawaiian... L&L hawaiian