Ever since he can remember, Nick Grimshaw (@nicholasgrimshaw) wanted to present Radio 1’s breakfast show — and that’s exactly what he did. But what came next? In our cover this week, he talks to @evawiseman about parties, anxiety, love, and finally finding happiness as himself. Also in this issue: Charlotte Church on the wild woman inside; laughing yourself back to health; and Nigel Slater’s hearth chicken dinners. Out on Sunday with the Observer. Cover: @deanchalkley_ Styling: @helenseamons Grooming: @christophergatthair Assistant: @rozdonoghue