I’m still drowning... Dam.. You’ll say I’m going to go run errands, try to sleep, try to get out the bed, trying to shower, try to smile, try to go to work, try to watch tv, try to have normal conversations, try to LIVE.. Then BAM like a ton of fucking bricks and I’m back in the bed or back in the dark or back sitting in the same spot for days. Still wondering if the most excruciating loss is true. GRIEF on top of Depression is a motherfucker!!! Dam I miss my sister💔💔💔💔😥😥😥 @deondra1984