I’m really proud of this one. This was all just a little picture in my head one day... from the specific aspect ratio, to black & white, the blocking, camera movement, styling, lighting, choreography and more I can’t even articulate — TO THIS. It’s the most overwhelming feeling seeing something you dreamt up one day to then being physically playing out in front of you. @brendonurie is absolutely fucking unbelievable. In every aspect. So to start with him as the backbone of a performance is a GOLD MINE. Then the magic unfolded from there... 🪄 Thank you @visual_noise_creative & @lizclaretv for believing in my cinematic vision for this performance and allowing it to be exactly what was intended. Thank you @scott_myrick & @tashymarconi for going along with a dream of mine one night lol, your attention to every detail made this performance. Thank you dancers. To adapt a style and direction that doesn’t get to live on an award show stage as much as it should. @kaitlynnedgar @momanni @dippedingold @dance9george @itsjarosz @ayokeenan. You made this so stunning with your professionalism and artistry. @joeythao for your execution and vision in styling. You are my fucking rock. And mostly to you @scottnagelberg @breadandwalter @panicatthedisco @tonytouchmarino @lourobofficial for trusting me to bring this to life. @instagram - don’t take this down for christs sake. #CREATIVEDIRECTION #CHOREOGRAPHY #dontletthelightgoout #panicatthedisco #brendonurie #vmas