Sorry for the random venting pooks 🦇 Can I say I love living in my sadness but also hate it so much. It became so much part of me that I don't even want to change, or perhaps Im not capable of doing so. I thought I was happy and that everything was good but I was manipulating myself into thinking so. Im just so miserable for this, I cannot change, ill always have this poison inside of me, it will hunt me forever. Im just uncomfortable with my own existence. I sit around a bunch of people and I just get so uncomfortable for being me, the way I sit, talk, breath, look. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin that I just want to rip it off me. Im actually so pathetic. #tomkaulitz #tomkaulitzedit #tokiohotel #tokiohoteledit #fyp #amp @daisy @Em 😘❗️❗️ @adele ⋆ ̊☆˖° @des🪼 @Angel @Kay ✮ @kay 丰 @aleeza ★ @anya ୨ৎ @Cee⭑ @glowqy @des🪼 @jay ✮ @Liris @Maia★ @newilo @molly ✯ @m3ry @noya @Tokio Hotel @zoe ✮ @zo zo🧟‍♀️ @4agnni @⛥ Obsession ⛥ @༺☆༻ @JAZ ☆