3,650 days without you. How!!? When?? Why!!!? .... I can’t sleep. I can’t wrap my head around how we’ve gotten here...but I thank God for seeing us through. It’s 1:41am PST... and 10 years ago today, at this exact time you were flying, and I was in Vegas missing you. I felt you... and I will never forget the pain my heart felt that night. It’s similar to what I’m feeling now. Foolishly, I thought It would have been a little easier today, because it’s been 10 years now, but somehow it weighs heavier. Just to know I’ve lived 10 whole years without you, hurts. I miss you like crazy ...and it seems that will never change. I need my mom. I need your guidance. Your hugs. Your help. God, please continue to give my siblings and I the strength to get through this lifetime. Momma, no matter how many years go by or what happens, I PROMISE to continue to protect, guide and keep my siblings united. I know how important that was to you...and I know that’s the best way I can honor your memory, and your legacy. Today, I celebrate you... your graduation to a better life, the woman you were, are and continue to be to this world. What an honor to be your first born. Thank you. Vuela alto... Vuela libre... Vuela mi Paloma Blanca. 🕊 I love you, forever. #VivaLaDiva