6 Magical Years Today is a day I thought I would never get the chance to see & a future I never thought I would have 6 years ago today I was sat in a little hospital office being told the news that no one ever wants to hear. My cancer had come back but this time it was classed as incurable. I was only 28 In that minute my world fell apart. I lost everything. My career I loved which I had worked so hard to build, the ability to become a mother which was something I had dreamed of since I was a little kid, & my future I was scared, alone & felt so lost in that moment. I honestly thought within the year I would be dead Statically those with secondary breast cancer live between 2-5 years. I know I am not a stastatic but you never feel like you will be the one to beat the odds. But here I am 6 years on, so fortunate to still be on first line treatment, which in my mind is unbelievable. I am honestly so grateful I have been given the gift of time, when sadly so many other don't I am making the most of this gift, spending my days enjoying things & spending time with my loved ones, while also doing what I can to help the cancer community, giving me back the sense of purpose which I lost the day I was diagnosed I have now not just a nephew but a niece to so I have them to live for. It makes it harder knowing I will one day leave them behind & they may never remember who I was, but spending time with them is super special 6 years ago I thought I would never smile again or never be happy again, but as much as my life is very different from the life I had once planned, it is amazing in many ways. Every moment is precious & I am all to aware things can change so quickly so I will never stop living whilst I am alive And on that note today I celebrated in London with my little sister enjoying a wonderful afternoon tea at the @theritzlondon as a treat from @fairfaxandfavor Another wonderful activity from my Living List ticked off so a huge thank you for spoiling me And a big thank you goes to each of you for also joining me on this rollercoaster ride, it means the world to me 💕 #MakeEverydayCount #6years #TheRitz #LiveLife #LiveForToday #TimeToCelebrate #LivingList