I’ve found myself apologising a lot lately. To my children, to my husband, to my clients, to my work in my head. A niggle of guilt. The constant background murmur. The chitter chatter of noise. Even though I’m physically doing a lot less in some ways this pregnancy it’s taking it’s toll. That forever feeling of chasing my tail. Doing the same things day in and out, wondering what the purpose is other than keeping everyone alive. There’s no energy left over for anything else. For myself. To make an effort or even leave the house. So even though I’m doing less, I’m always doing and doing so much. There comes a point where the balance tips one way more than the other and it’s only sustainable for so long before we crash and burn. It’s a wonder how in this modern motherhood were not all balls of flame rolling around trying to put out the heat because I don’t know about you, I may be wrong and it may just be as my plate feels full of all the hard and boring stuff right now but I’m like this ball of flames that I manage to put out and then within minutes alight again. Tag a mama who needs to know that she’s not alone, that each phase will come and go 🤍 Content via @mothering_it ✨ #motherhood #motherhoodjourney #motherhoodthroughinstagram #motherhoodsimplified #honestmotherhood #wordstoinspire #empoweredwomenempowerwomen #mumssupportingmums #honestmotherhoodintheraw #motheringittogether #honestlymothering