The past week • Officially a half shaved head, so guys I’m changing my style to a punk rock one now haha. I joke, but it was incredibly hard for me to get over. • Precious moments with friends • Getting Maccas for dinner and regretting my decision • Meltdowns in the hospital because I still can’t process or understand a lot of things, and I hate the face dressing haha. • FaceTime calls with my sister. 💞 Im discharged tomorrow as well as a hospital in the home patient. I kinda feel like I didn’t believe in the universe anymore because I felt so f@&cking pissed this happened to me, but I thought I needed to calm myself and I’ve been meditating the last two days bc I thought, they’re going to tell me that I’m going to stay here another two weeks, and I need to be mentally prepared. And a small voice in me kept telling myself to hold on to faith and trust. A quote came up on my feed- “Through quiet contemplation and inner reflection you will be able to weather all storms that may come your way. Your desired outcome will take place in the near future. Faith and trust is the key”. And I really took that on board. Sounds so hippie dippie but I felt the universe was speaking to me. The same thing was mentioned when I was speaking to a friend of mine- hold on to faith, trust, hope and joy. If anything maybe that’s what I needed to learn from this shit accident.