joienille
Aug 24
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[LINK IN MY BIO for the full version ] MY GOD, I couldn’t have made it without you🙌🏾 23 KICKED MY ASS. I went through a break up while trying to direct my first film and once it was completed, I lost my grandfather. I found myself in a deli with -300 in my account and $10 in cash, debating between purchasing tissue or food to eat, in the middle of a blizzard. I crumbled many times, in private...prideful with fear of hearing “you should just come back home!” from mfs that have lived in New Orleans their entire life; We tend to dress it up, take the best pictures to distract ourselves from the reality but before I drop this film and close this chapter, I want my creatives to know that I too have hit rock bottom before and met my “ugliest” self. BUT was I really my “ugliest” self? or was I just judging God’s unfinished work? I forgot God made me from clay lol. I forgot, so I identified the process of being molded as a “struggle”. When God molds you, it feels like a breakup after 5 years, it feels like sofa surfing and ramen noodles for every meal, it feels like isolation, it feels like hopping the turnstile to go to work and the police giving you a ticket. PRESSURE MAKES DIAMONDS !! These exact moments are molding us. I came out the struggle a woman! A woman with two apartments, that completed real estate school, & who directed and produced her first film. So if you are currently crashing on your friends couch or swamped with bills, stay calm and speak only on the positives. I’ll update you on the 24th chapter once I finish living it 🥳🎈 #birthdayslay #themotheroffashion #eve #god #snake #adamandeve #leoseason #birthday #nyc
joienille
Aug 24
294
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