Almost out of round 2 infection which has been a piece of cake compared to round 1 🤘 @romansurman is making life much better too 🥰 My body and mind is getting healthier slowly with time, this round was only viral instead of viral, bacterial and many weakened body systems all at the same time. It should get faster/easier to recover from illness with time :) I barely work except for keeping the store running and just focus on eating healthy, getting daylight, going on walks,bathing and relaxing. I'm lucky to have a family who is so understanding! The hardest part of this whole thing is now the mental aspect, but I'm trying to learn as much as I can from it and focus on self reflection and growth ♥️ I mostly feel a kind of yearning to be creative but I also realize it's a feeling of wanting to 'achieve' and often overachieve. I easily get triggered or inspired to throw myself at projects and I'm kind of addicted to the feeling of progress in my creativity and work life. I also get a lot of fomo and fear of things being over and done with. I think it's just what I need though and I can definitely see the blessing in disguise as I analyse my mind. Part of me would never like the idea of feeling like my creative happiness or success is measured by what I put out to the world to see, but my ego definitely has. I'm glad I'll get to spend some more time outside 'my ego' so that hopefully I can create a better version of myself and my relationship to creativity and work ♥️