Losing it and finding myself along the way ✨ What does that mean to me? Well over the last few years, my life felt turned upside down. At times (most times), I felt like I was losing my mind. I had lost my dad, the world was going to hell, and I started to question my values and my priorities. Is money and success more important than happiness, health, and making memories? Is a career that drains me, despite the fact that I worked my entire life to get here, something I really want anymore? Am I wasting my limited amount of energy on things and people who just drain me? These tough questions and my responses had me feeling like I was losing my mind. One day I told my therapist “I feel like I’m losing it” and she said “it sounds like your finding it” That hit me like a ton of bricks! The “it” is up for interpretation. Sometimes it feels like the “it” is myself, my knowing, what I want out of life and what I don’t, my purpose, my confidence, my voice. I’m still figuring things out and as I do, I am sharing it with you in hopes of sparking conversation and helping others navigate through “losing it and finding themselves along the way.” ✨ 📸 @starky_photography #wellness #selfcare #mentalhealth #plussizefashion #plussizemodel #curvymodel #curvemodel #bodyneutrality #effyourbeautystandards #plussize #midsize #natural #curves #sexy #curvy #thick #curvygirl #NYCmodel #bodypositivity #photoshoot #pose #borntobebicoastal #goodsquad #willyscouts #scoutmetrue