All I have left is in my head. A pink stiiiizy with ur name on it. Wish u would’ve stayed but I understand Tripped too hard and fucked up again. I think the pain made me love instead. Pulled out the shadow self inside my head. Felt what it means to see everything and every being for what it is. Day 414 can’t make it All the love in me turned to hatred And beautiful things bring pain when They’re gone like we all will be Wish I could kill my fucking feelings BUT I STILL MISS U SO MUCH And everything’s hopeless, yet it’s not so bad To add another slash and run it back. It’s been 5 months since I’ve seen you Hope ur doing good yea me too Things have changed so much and I’ve seen a new life It all fell into place without you by my side