To 26 !!️!!️This by far has been the absolute worst year of my life but I never been as grateful for my life as I am now. Easter Sunday I noticed a rash on my lip that would then turn my lip swollen and then make me unable to walk on my feet from swelling and inflammation my symptoms were increasing so rapidly it was something new that was wrong like every hour I posted a picture in the hospital joking at the time thinking it wasn’t anything serious but I knew something was wrong and after that day wasn’t shit funny no more i was sedated and in icu for the next two months with a condition called Steven Johnson’s syndrome (tens) Caused by allergic reaction to a mood stabilizer a condition which you form blisters and rashes all over your skin and the moist parts of your body eyes mouth etc. in my case literally from my head to my toes as a recently signed model and a musician I literally thought my life was over completely bc how I looked when I was able to walk again and be able to see less blurry I saw a picture collage my mom made of me in icu and was reminded of how I used to look I broke down so much I thought everything I worked for was over when I woke up in a burn center I would get my dressings changed and not even open my eyes to see what my skin looked like because I was so scared to see myself as something I never saw myself as, I had an eye surgery and 2 skin surgeries and what made it worst is because I had no idea I was gone for so long I thought it was 3 days and I had already been in the hospital for 3 weeks with a breathing tube unable to walk speak or eat due to the blisters in my mouth I missed Mother’s Day and was away from my child my love for 2 months and even scarier not knowing if my child would recognize me when i came home I remember nothing but my first day going in the er and my last week at the burn center I have absolutely no clue how I survived and pulled through such a traumatic ordeal or why exactly God spared my life when the condition could have easily taken me out but I’m grateful for so much now everyday is hard but I have my understandings of why this happened to me and all I can do now is heal&allow myself to be a vessel.