ok hi, I am posting this amidst the fake porn bot scandal that's unfolding, but this is a project I worked on over a year ago that is so dear to me, I never posted it because in my mind it had to be perfect and there were so many things that I wanted to do to it, but I'm realizing now that it's actually done. Its my first claymation (hopefully of many more to come) and this is a song I recorded on my phone one day when it was raining and I was housesitting and the roommate came home, I had a laundry basket full of clothes that were falling out the side and a car that I didn't own and nothing felt like my own and the world felt unfamiliar and my socks got wet and nobody was answering the phone, the ranch road was full of rocks I guess that day I kinda felt like I was laying inside of a rock and the walls were grey and damp and it was quiet and my stomach hurt. I guess home is a hotel made of sand and sometimes the doors come down and leave us exposed and leave dinner on the table to be eaten by mice (BTW, during the making of this, I made over 10 hearts because RATS kept EATING the clay hearts!! not an allegory, literally!!) ok. enjoy. I love you. even if I say I don't.