in this competitive social media world, we tend to compare ourselves to others, feeling left out and missing out becomes a habit, and leads to endless disappointments and being ungrateful. i try to remind myself about the girl 5 years ago who got excited to receive her first PR Package, get paid to just unbox things, feeling proud to have her first beauty class, her first appreciative followers, her first breakdown from hate comments, her first time standing up from judgmental people, her first time being on stage, her first time having photoshoots, shootings, and talkshow. remember how proud she was of herself, i should always be her and to never change just because of the competitive world, that i should always just do this because of her, because it makes her happy, because it MAKES ME happy. ✨