october is infant and pregnancy loss awareness month. I thought id share these reactions to our friends and family finding out we were expecting after FIVE years of being “done having kids” when I took these videos, I couldve never known this baby wouldnt have a heartbeat in another week. but, I still cherish these reactions so much. the joy still exists for the expanding of our family- which we did eventually do. it feels like josie and this baby share that joy, like it was for both of them. I was really hesitant to share my fourth pregnancy because I wasn’t sure how long it would last. my third pregnancy is the only one I took videos like this for. and i’m so glad I have them. I think about you all the time, baby. if you have gone through something similar and ever need to chat, i’m here. grieving what the future couldve been is hard, and even harder to do alone. #pregnancy #pregnancyloss #pregnancylossawareness #pregnancylossjourney