I’ve been somewhat secretly working on this book for a long time. The reason I didn’t want to talk about it was because I couldn’t find a way to explain what it was to become as it was/is complicated to communicate. For the complications, the communication, and the free therapy I owe infinite thanks to @mr_b_atkins and @nick_blakeman at @anyother.name / @selftitled.work for making such a beautiful object, for essentially reifying fantasies of what I wished a book of my own work could be. I am also forever grateful to @durgapolashi for her beautiful essay and for the notes on my own essay — which took about as long to write as the actual making of this book, which, believe me, took a long time. You can see and/or buy the book via the link on my bio.