Im not normally someone to open up about my feelings, but felt inspired to share.... 🤍🪽 The Quest for an “A”

Next Month, I’m heading to Utah for my 2nd Egg Retrieval - the most daunting step in my IVF Journey yet.

I’m feeling all kinds of emotions. I’m overjoyed that science gives us this shot at growing our family
I’m stressed because the stakes are so high and I’m putting my body through another uncomfortable situation
And I’m mostly hopeful that all the time, hormones and prayers will align.

In Life, we are all searching for an “A” - whether that be the perfect opportunity, result or win.
In IVF, an “A” grade egg is the dream and in my case... it’s the only way.
B’s and C’s can work, and I’ve seen miracles happen for others
But deep down, I’m praying for my “A”

But no matter what, my heart is full of gratitude. 
Because showing up again and again, even after failure, with courage and determination might just be the “A” that I’m looking for