it’s wild how your entire life can change within a couple seconds. for us, that happened when we looked up on the screen & no longer saw a heartbeat. the same heartbeat that we saw the week before, & cried tears of pure joy. the same heartbeat that we couldn’t stop thanking God for. the same heartbeat that we told our friends & family & coworkers about with such giddiness. it was suddenly & unexpectedly gone. leaving us with an emptiness no one should have to feel. how is it possible to feel so so so much love, & now pain, for someone so tiny? i’m not sure, but i do know that little miracle transformed me the past 9 weeks. this baby gave me so much purpose, so much hope, so many dreams for the future. it’s a love i didn’t know existed. & as much as it stings, i’m grateful to know that type of love exists in me. we love you baby J & we know we’ll see you someday👼 #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #pregnancy #pregnancyloss #ttc