<vent> I’m struggling so hard to find myself. Because the me i am today doesn’t feel like the me from even a year ago. There’s one thing physically that makes me feel like my authentic self and thats having my hair in locs. The person who made me feel that way for the first time ever was @HerMuse Studio. Am i scared to do it? A little. Do i feel guilty for doing something for myself instead of doing for my family? Also yes. But that’s motherhood, right? I have no idea how to reprogram my brain from that need to be sacrificial of myself, but I’m trying. </vent>