To question is to love — and Judas loved deeply. This role broke me daily. To me, Judas was no villain. He was a man torn between devotion and doubt. Flawed, fiery, and desperate to do right in a world filled with so much wrong. And I loved him for it. Thank you to every soul who made this production what it was: castmates who helped me through the sickness, creatives who trusted me to walk the edge, and audiences who saw the heart behind the conflict. This one will stay with me. “Poor old Judas So long, Judas.”