These past few weeks I’ve been experiencing a sensation in my body that I’ve never felt in my life before. And I’ve been making a conscious effort to name it, brag about it, and claim it to make it real inside my body. For once in my life, there isn’t one part of me that’s “waiting for the other shoe to drop.” There isn’t a part of me questioning if the love affair I'm having with my life will go away. There isn’t a part of me that is wondering if my home environment is safe, secure, and stable. There isn’t a part of me that doubts my intelligence, gifts, or ability to serve my clients and students. There isn't a part of me questioning if I am deserving or worthy all of the love I'm receiving from my partner, my friends, my community, and loved ones. There isn’t a part of me wondering if I’m a good mother and worthy of motherhood. I’ve hit that moment in my healing journey where my nervous system feels so damn good that a deeper layer of self-trust and trust in diving timing is rooting deeper into the core of my being. How did this all happen? I said YES to pleaure being a resource to deepest healing of my life. I said YES to reclaiming my sacred wholeness — my spirituality, the work of my ancestors, and healing my lineage. I said YES to LOVING the things that I once was shamed, judged, and rejected for. I said YES to my sexuality and claimed out loud to the world that sexuality is self-expression in its purest form. I said YES to embodying ALL of my emotions, expressions, my sensual power, and creative energy. I said YES to being the author of the greatest love and life story I will ever write. There isn't one single part of me that regrets any of the choices, the decisions, the pain, heartbreaks, or the experiences I've lived in the last 38 years. I would do it all over again just if that’s what was required of me to feel this feeling of alignment and inner peace over and over again. I am profoundly aligned to my most holy trinity — pu$$y, heart, throat and I’m dripping in wet hot potential. And I know if I could feel this damn good then you can too. Forever grateful. #thebougiebruja