I miss us. I’m grieving life with just the two of us and the bond that we had. I have always been a “yes” mom who was happy to take him to the park whenever he wanted. I would sit on the floor and play with him for hours. I would lay in bed with him and tell him as many stories as it took until he was tired. Everything has changed since having a baby. I feel guilty for disrupting my toddler’s everyday routine and not being able to give him my undivided attention. It breaks my heart to tell him to play by himself. I keep reminding myself that this is a huge transition that will take time. I know things will get better as little sister becomes more independent. I hope one day I can look back and see how silly this is. Please let me know, is this a common thought? How did you deal with this and will this feeling ever go away?