Writing this feels wrong and the pain I feel is indescribable. If you know me, you know Shadow is the light of my life. She is the sweetest and most patient girl. She loves snuggling with mom, licking butter off bagels and getting scratches under her chin. I’ve had her since I was thirteen and every moment with her has been the biggest gift from God. I love you to pieces Shadow, I love you more than anything. Last night, Shadow passed away and it still doesn’t feel real. She is my world and without her, I don’t even want to think about it. I want to stop crying but I can’t. This is a glimpse of Shadow. She was everyone’s favorite cat. Nobody can prep you for this nor can anyone tell you how long the pain will last but Shadow, you have a piece of mommy with you that I’m now missing and it’s okay, cause I want you to always have my love with you. Just like I know I’ll always have a piece of your love with me. Twelve, nearly thirteen years of her and I selfishly wish I had many more. I just don’t know where to go from here right now but it’ll take time. Til then, I’m going to relive all the moments with my baby over and over. I love you Shadow, rest in peace my most precious baby 🤍