processing loss & prepping for IVF at the same time is an emotional rollercoaster. it’s a whole different ball game this time around & being back here is reminding me of how blissful our last experience was. please save the “take more time to heal” or “maybe you’re not ready to try yet” comments because we are more than confident in our decision to move forward. we will be grieving Edie for the rest of our lives, so if we waited to “heal” we’d never try again. i believe these emotions of excitement & sadness can & will coexist in my life forever. i am grateful to have a glimmer of hope during this time.