Accepting non-closure in life is hard. Personally, it bothers me to know there is tension or pain that I cannot resolve. Projects left incomplete. I’m drawn to the idea of wrapping things with a bow and calling them complete. Making sure people see and understand me. When I’m grappling with something off the rock, it will certainly show up on the rock as well. It seems like as humans we are constantly seeking measurable ways to define our worth or progress. A grade, a career, an accomplishment. We know the cycle: try something that feels impossible, make it feel possible, send. There is nothing wrong with being goal oriented - I certainly am. But the reality is, sometimes “closure” never comes. Or sometimes it just doesn’t come when you expect it to. So the main goal I have for this season is to let go of outcome. What would it feel like to try a climb and and walk away without having to “conquer” it? Would I be more inclined to try hard things? Would I enjoy the movement more? Feel more present? Less pressure? More gratitude towards the land and my body? Less judgement? I don’t know, but I think I’ll find out. 📸: @max_haimowitz, 🧗🏽‍♀️Always Keep It Loaded #dontaskmeaboutmyproject #tensleep #ontheroad #nonclosure #grateful #mybodymychoice #meep