i wrote this song just before i wrote "i think about you all the time". i was struggling in my sobriety & wanted to sing about it, but this song framed it in a way that felt too negative. so i decided to embody my alcoholism as a lover & write an ode to love lost which became "i think about you all the time". luckily my friend @tiger___print came over to film some stuff a our house right when I'd written this song, or it would have been forgotten in time.