Today is another Reign game day. Originally, I had planned to talk about how much fun and how grateful I am that I could shoot for the @washingtonspirit - my first time as a NWSL team photographer. I had planned to make make several edits honoring all the milestones within the Reign (I still will, don't worry). But yesterday, when I sat down, I had very little energy to make anything. Before Sunday's game we had a moment of silence. Before today's game, I'm sure we will have another. How many more moments of silence can we tolerate because I know I reached my limit years ago. I am tired. I should not be terrified for myself or my friends or my community. None of us should be afraid to live our life doing everyday things like buying groceries. As photographers, many of us hold regular day jobs. Multiple people I know who cover this league are teachers. Having contingency plans to protect their students against preventable violence never should have been part of their job description. I apologize for this downer of a caption but I am pissed and sad and frustrated and this platform has always been my public journal to express myself. As many have already asked the question, I will utilize this caption space to do the same: what are we doing?