your favorite breadwinning housewife👩🏾‍🍼💰✨ I got a taste of being gone from Jayce most of the day during a trip for an exciting show I am going to be on & I just want to take the time to give a round of applause to all the breastfeeding mamas. 👏🏾(A fed baby is a happy baby so this is absolutely no shade to formula feeding mamas, we support all moms over here 😘) But I don’t think I was prepared for just how mental breastfeeding is or how much of your mental capacity it can take up. 😭 Thoughts of breastfeeding literally live in my head rent free lol. Don’t get me wrong there are such beautiful moments because of it 🥹 & I am beyond grateful that it’s even an option for Jayce & I but I can’t lie and say it’s not hard. Wondering if my baby getting enough milk? is this a good latch? My breast doesn’t feel like it has anything left in it... I constantly plan my day around feeding, plan my outfits around feeding, meals around feeding. Don’t miss a pump session or your supply may drop. Pump too much, your breasts get too full. Make sure you don’t forget to clean all the pump parts 🙄 Don’t pump at all no one can watch your baby & you don’t really know how much milk you produce. Slow let down makes baby fussy, too strong of a let down makes baby fussy. Oop! You’re leaking through your shirt... What is this sore spot? Great, is this a clogged duct.😩 I could go on & on about the hundreds of random thoughts I have regarding breastfeeding or the list of questions I’ve had to google. Not to mention...my boobs do not look the way they once did 😂...Dr Miami?? 👀🌴 BUT despite it all, it’s such a beautiful thing for women to be capable of providing for our babies directly from our body 🤍 such a blessing at the end of the day but damn lol... 🥲😂🤍 sending virtual hugs to all my fellow mamas, we will get through this 😂😘