Starting to feel myself again, starting to feel more energetic, more happy, more motivated. People say “ah yes a vacation, a way to get away from everything.” That’s what I’ve been needing. I don’t talk about it much but I’ve been struggling with an eating disorder now for 2-3 years. Whenever I’m emotionally stressed about something, I turn to food. Because for a while in my life that’s all I had. Keeping my true self secret from my family. Things have gotten better but before I left I found myself failing back into those old habits. This vacation has helped me tremendously! Ive woke up every morning, ate breakfast and had a full day of plans! I’ve had a routine! Something I haven’t had in a long time. For the longest time I’ve stayed up very late, ate shit I could in 10 mins before work, worked and then came home and stuffed myself with anything I could find. I hate that version of me. I don’t want them to come back. So here’s to my new lifestyle? Haha I’m happy to say I’m happy. ❤️