So in terms of my indentity let’s have a conversation about that! I know that I’ve never enjoyed being a boy/man and I can only speak for myself everybody is clearly different however, with me personally it’s been about the way I feel and think. My emotions and self have never been able to connect with a masculine energy. I now feel this indebted weight to perform in the highest levels of femininity possible as I explain I’m trans and that brings so much pressure and weight to my appearance my mannerism just pretty much everything about me. Trans people don’t owe you a performance of cis passing to live in a cishet society. Gender is literally a construct that the western world has created to make rules and laws over our bodies and souls however I just know my souls something bigger then that. It’s something that even myself can’t tame and I love that about myself. I’ve been going by the pronouns they/them for a while and to be honest I don’t mind they/them or she/her I just never want to be addressed as he/him. My family have always called me Jay and I’d like for everyone to just use that as my name for now. Jayla being my full name but I love love love Jay for short. This has been one of scariest of headspace to live in yet fully liberating and authentically being myself. Please be patient with me as I become the rockstar recording artist I’m destined to be. Laugh out loud xox