Yesterday was Father’s Day .. I didn’t forget. I was just swept away with my day. The end of my show , the beginning of my life. When I have a show on it always feels like half my soul is out there .. living .. floating in the either. Some how being in Margate it’s not felt so bad.. usually when I have a show on I have millions of voices in my head .. like a fucked up radio signal.The worse time was my show in 2019 at White Cube. I didn’t really sleep for 9 days . My insomnia was so bad ..I thought my head was going to explode.. but I when look back , I guess the cancer had already set in by then .. Now when I think how much better my life is.. so much clarity. I can actually say I’m happy without being afraid. Happy Father’s Day for all the men I love ..♥️ ps I FEEL VERY FREE TODAY