The afternoon I took this photo I’d had two panic attacks that day. I’ve never really suffered with them, some here and there at Uni but I’ve been lucky, it’s mainly just anxiety. Anyone who has will confirm they’re terrifying, all encompassing and just a pain in the bum! In light of mental health week this month, I wanted to share something as a reminder to not be bogged down by everyone’s perceived happiness on IG. I’ve been struggling massively with my mental health, particularly since the change of season. The few friends I’ve confided in have said “but Lauren you have the best life!” It sure does look that way; dining out twice a week, travelling, attending fun events. For these things I am very grateful, but for every 5% we share comes a 95% we don’t. Struggling to get up, wash the dishes, leave the house and GOD FORBID, decide what to eat for dinner. My life admin is piled as tall as I am and my boiler hasn’t been working for a month. 🥶 (yes my showers are VERY cold!!!) I can’t speak for other avid Instagrammers but my ‘excessive’ lifestyle is really just an eccentric attempt to level out the troughs in my rollercoaster of emotions. I’m not convinced that my life is good enough.. but maybe everyone else will be? If you ever feel envious on Instagram just remember that their life isn’t as flawless as their posts, or consistent as their feed 🌝 hugs and mwahs 💋 xxxxx