Jan 3. 2022 i lost my father to Suicide. I never really talked about it or exprssed how it made me feel . I dont know what happen , why he did it , or how he was feeling. I had just talked to him weeks before it happen .... But one day i just got that call and you was gone ... hearing how you did it just never sat right with me . I dont know ... i just let it eat me up and thug it out . Never asked for sympathy, never asked for help after . I just go with the flow of emtions 💔 sunny days are always dark , and my dark days are lonely. I crash out on any and everybody round me just so they can feel my pain ... but shid cant nobody feel that pain im feeling. ill be okay tho , all you gotta do is pray . I love you dad