a month ago, i didn’t think i’d be seeing my twenty sixth birthday. but now that it’s that day, i’m standing in a snow covered forest by a fire drinking hot coco. existing is still hard, showing up as my truest self is still painful, finding hope still feels like a feat. and that just has to be ok. i am choosing for that to be ok. and we will figure the rest out as we go. but today, i’ll celebrate the little wins. like still being here on my twenty sixth birthday. #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #trauma #childhoodtrauma #slowliving #slowlife #cottagecore #videodiary #minivlog #GenshinImpact32