I was so so excited for my second baby! I had all these visions of things I’d do differently and how I’d soak in having 2 kids. Joke was on me because I was praying for each day to be over because I was so overwhelmed, sad, and triggered by every thing. Fast forward 1.5 years later and I wish I could have those days back and to seek help a little sooner😞 #motherhood #postpartum #postpartumrecovery #postpartumdepresssion #ppd #depeession #babyblues #postpartumanxiety #postpartumdepressionawareness #postpartumdays #momoftwo #secondbaby #secondkid #rawmotherhood #motherhood #realmom #realisticmomtiktok #newbaby #secondpregnancy #motherhoodjourney #postpartumdepressionwarrior