Listen...I don’t rest well. I don’t relax well. These are faults and my body has told me when I’ve pushed it too far. For perhaps the first time in my life I found my emotional and social breaking points on tour, having prided myself as someone with a nearly limitless capacity for a long time. I have therapy in two hours, and self therapy right now. One of the questions I’ve been asking: did I have a limitless capacity, or as a previous partner once said to me: have I never taken the time to state my own needs and boundaries, and only ever defined myself via others’ perception of and response to what I give?