“e” for baby Elliot Tonight is the season finale of Siesta Key. Watching this season, reliving my pregnancy when Elliot was very much alive, has actually been really nice. But tonight, the happy moments come to an end and I’m once again forced to face the devastating reality that my baby is gone. It is a reminder that my memories with Elliot are few and finite. I have been robbed of an entire lifetime of new memories and moments with my son. It’s a fate I wouldn’t wish upon anyone. I’ve learned that grief is not linear. Sometimes it all feels so surreal that this is my life now. Other times, like today, it becomes so heart-crushingly real that I can barely breathe. 💔💔💔 Music: Elliot’s Song by @dominicfike