nothing good happens after 2am stay busy, don’t think too much don’t speak up, play it safe don’t bother to ask for help you’ll ruin someone’s day be pretty, pretty mean to yourself keep running til you’re weak this is what i tell myself all night nothing good happens after 2am so I stay in bed replaying in my head I’m clawing at my skin and i’m so terrified that I’ll waste my life i’m fear in fear I’m good but not good enough for 26 years old I don’t know what I want so I keep chasing gold lying at therapy, so they’re not scared of me I’m getting scared of me, I know nothing good happens after 2am so I stay in bed replaying in my head I’m clawing at my skin and im so terrified that I’ll waste my life in fear in fear cause I hate what i see when im looking at me I don’t wanna exist, I don’t wanna be seen I’m fading, so jaded by the weight of the words I’ve been telling myself maybe I should just turn into somebody else erase me, replace me 🎶: me, @itsevahoney @lixa